Note for you.

Take my hand,
come back to the land,
Lets get away.
Just for one day.

What does it take to make a wish come true?
We all wish upon a facility to get our "dreams" to come reality.
But,did you know we're just being selfish?
Alluring and wanting things,and not even being happy with what we have.
Wanting what's impossible..because if we could have it, we would, but we don't because we don't deserve it.

We pray and wish to shooting stars.
But, what's the point?
Just to know "we tried"?
When we know it won't work anyway?

Just to know we FAILED ?

We are selfish.
We are liers.
We are heartbreakers.
We are chance takers.
We are monsters.

With every selfishness we lose people.
With every lie we create empty boxes inside another's head,a "gift" until they open it and find nothing in it.
We break hearts from the begining. Just by loving someone ; The begining is our end.
We are chance takers. Why waste their time? We'll hurt them anyway.

We are monsters.
Creatures dressed as humans just to hide how horrible we are.
The perfection of others make us jealous.
We'll get into your hearts just to tear it up.
We'll fill your head with lies just so you explode.

I wanted you.
To destroy you.
After you destroyed me.

You filthy animal.
A Distant, mind-controlling, animal.

Let me show you how much you taught me.
To devour the prey's heart first.

Red means love, doesn't it?

But i never found your heart.

Underwater

Go deep,
deeper down,

"Will you come with me?"

I can't.

"It's cold in here."

I know,but we'll make it through.

"Where? Do i go deeper? I think i see it."

Yeah, tie the treasure to the rope and i'll pull it up.

"Okay. Baby, i love you."

Well, i sure don't love you.

"Wait! What? What are you doing? NO. Don't turn the lights off, baby? I can't see. I need you! I thought.. No, no! NO! Don't you leave me here,i can't.. i can't breathe, DID YOU TURN OFF THE OXYGEN? I .. i think i'm drowning.."

Goodnight & goodbye, sweetie.

" At least i loved you till the end,and i am, as i fade away in this ocean, as my tears mix with this grave you made for me. Body as white as a sheet, each hair of my body preparing for this second goodbye, my body trembling as i know i won't feel your body's heat anymore, floating and floating not looking for a place to stay in,but it's heartwarming to say I had you. Your heart's the only place i was safe in."

Love Lockdown

I couldn't sleep last night.

Thoughts haunted me of how things could be with you,
and how they could be with him.

But it was an error i made.
No one could ever replace a breath taking person as you;
sometimes it's so normal to be with you that i make
believe you're not there.
Others it makes my heart speed up and leaves my
head plain empty.

When you're here,it makes me happy :)
When you're not, it's sad to say, but i feel like you never existed.
But then,i miss you.

I no longer know what it is to be in love.
I can say,from my old experiences ;

You make it be how you want it to be,
may be an honest love, by caring, showing affection, & saying how you feel,
but it also could all be all a lie or sometimes the other person doesn't feel shit even if they say they do;
just to keep themselves from being alone or to use you,we humans just don't like being lonesome.
Love may be everything,MANY THINGS!, and nothing at the same time.

"Love's just way too complicated, take the risk & adventure, or leave it."

I abuse those three words depending on the moment.
There's only one person who i say it to and mean it,
other than that,
baby, you've been lied to.
Welcome to my world.
:)

In love & Death

I would like to run away.

I would adore to wake up one day,
go walking on an empty sidewalk on a park
cold night; soft breeze and with trembling teeth
i'd keep on walking and walking until my feet refused to keep on
and just let my body collapse with the ground.

To wake up by the movement of your heart beat;
With your warmth reddening my cheeks;
Listening to your low breathing while my thoughts
melt into nothing.

To walk barefoot on the grass with your sweater on.
To smell your presence in the air that surrounds me
until it was so much that i'd faint.

The sun burning my eyes and making the view fuzzy;
spin round and round like a kid.
Let the sun hide and bring on the clouds!
Rain pouring down my fingertips,
and on these lips i wish you'd kiss.

A memory that says so much with insignificant images, and
no sound. I can still read your lips saying :

"What can i do,to make you stay?
Come back to me.
And i'll be here in the morning if you say stay. "

Just say stay, to me.

I made a silent promise.

Just look out your window.
And you'll find me when you need me the most.
I am not scared to say forever & always i will allure your visit.

You're just a dream anyway.

So farewell my love, i'll meet you in my next glimpse of heaven, my sunset.