She's love,

Is it okay to want?
To feel the desire of having something?

I want something that's impossible.

Something that you can't have even if you try your hardest wishing.
Something that was taken away from you and you can't get back.
Something that disappeared and no longer exists.

I want what i had.

Everything to be perfect,or at least happy for a while.

Even forever has an end.

I want your surprise calls to brighten my day,
and your presents to forever stay.

I want you back.

To laugh about your stupid and silly jokes.
To be staring at your heartwarming smile
while your perfume runs for miles.

Black,blue,yellow, it is not a rainbow
without the rays of the sun iluminating your footsteps
on the cold, dusty and hard floor.

Don't be surprised.
Make surprises to who less expect it.

Make a memory that makes a giggle,
don't make a frown that brings tears.

Don't regret,
everything happens for a reason.
And if you do regret something,
forgive yourself.

Life's to learn and experiment,
to laugh and cry,
to love and hate,
to like and dislike,
to be different and equals,
to be ourselves.
To live and die.

This is not one of those trips.
You left to stay gone.
You left to disappear.

Forever shall and i will, love you.